Why does everything i do seemed so wrong these days? All I wanted is just to give you the things that you want. Things that would brighten up your day, not spoiling it.

I'm sorry for spoiling your day. I thought I could make it better. Sigh. Blame it on my wishful thinking. Two weeks, you said it. I'll wait. And I'll keep my promise too. I won't let you down ever again.

Sigh. I'm feeling terrible now, very terrible. My heart is aching. You are all I want. I'll endure all these. I will, because I won't give up. I'm like a zombie now. No mood to do anything. Sigh. If only I could just get what I want. Life would be much easier.

This year sucks. It does. Bad headstart, bad valentines day. Sigh. Would my wishes come true when I wished upon the shooting stars?

I want to be happy, but I can't. I really can't. I tried, but it's usless. It's you that I think of. A year's worth of being together. How does it end so easily. Sigh.